Probably why I keep most things to myself.
When the first boy I loved broke my heart, I made a summation using the grievimg stages vs. levels of activity/distraction and the probability of us never getting back together to come up with a date that I would be over it, and able to move on. It was having that definite date that helped me, as sad as it sounds. On worse days, I would simple say ‘Just get through it, you only have x more months and it will all be memories.’
Maybe this is what’s wrong with me, because emotions don’t always abide to the exact measures like science. Not to say I’m not over him, not at all, but to say maybe this is why relationships are so hard for me.
Sometimes my mood plummets because of tumblr. I really should either emotionally distance myself, or stay off of here.
I don’t know why that bothers me so much. Or why I let it. After I’ve seen it through, I think I will in turn, be through with you.